Fifteen years almost......we were together...inseparable. We were two bodies with one soul. We together faced many hostilities starting from our home to our friends. Nobody appreciated this relation between two persons of same sex, one being 22 years younger than the other one.
May be, I am the reason of all drawbacks in your life as many thinks that is the case. Probably, I became blind with my love for you. I became self centered to keep you always with me. I, perhaps, blissfully became ignorant of your own responsibilities.
I won't blame you if you finally decide to start your own life, without me of course, as it was me who always gave you false hope of a beautiful future. I failed miserably. Please forgive me if you can.
During this period, Bhaiya, you became my life. I strongly believe, I was sent to this world for you. I wear you, I smell you, I breath you, speak you and I hear you.
Do you remember the song, you were singing yesterday only....TUJH MEIN RAB DIKHTA HAI, YAARAA MAIN KYA KARUN!!!! Were you singing it for any specific purpose?
I want to believe that...honestly....I want to end my journey with that believe. Please don't take that believe away from me, PLEASE!!!!!!!
I know, you are moving towards your prime and I am inching towards the end of my journey. Please promise you will fulfill my last wish.
Do you still remember my last wish, as I told you?
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
My Children
Babua......My son, My hope
Bindi......My Sweet heart, My daughter
Since last four months, I am with you physically. During this period I may have caused you many embarrassments, many moments of uncomfortable situations. You may have thought of me to go back home to save you from embarrassments, perhaps.
You know, I became embarrassment for every one since last one year. Still you showered your love to me, of which I was, perhaps, not worthy. I am the sole reason for the hardship you are facing in your life, I know that.
I just simply want you to realise, My lovely Kids, I really love you. When you come and hold my hand in your, I feel such comfort I can't describe.
I seek all your forgiveness for all such acts which distressed you.
I am seeking your forgiveness not on any merit. Please forgive me on passionate grounds being me your biological father who could not give you any comfort, any happiness, any promise to a better life.
Take care and be remain with each other through out. Take care of your Mom. She is one of the greatest souls I have come across. She sacrificed her everything for an imbecile person like me.
Bindi......My Sweet heart, My daughter
Since last four months, I am with you physically. During this period I may have caused you many embarrassments, many moments of uncomfortable situations. You may have thought of me to go back home to save you from embarrassments, perhaps.
You know, I became embarrassment for every one since last one year. Still you showered your love to me, of which I was, perhaps, not worthy. I am the sole reason for the hardship you are facing in your life, I know that.
I just simply want you to realise, My lovely Kids, I really love you. When you come and hold my hand in your, I feel such comfort I can't describe.
I seek all your forgiveness for all such acts which distressed you.
I am seeking your forgiveness not on any merit. Please forgive me on passionate grounds being me your biological father who could not give you any comfort, any happiness, any promise to a better life.
Take care and be remain with each other through out. Take care of your Mom. She is one of the greatest souls I have come across. She sacrificed her everything for an imbecile person like me.
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